“Don’t let your mind bully your body into believing it must carry the burden of its worries.” ~Astrid Alauda
There are two new posts up on Poliogue right now – Of Pomp and Circumstance and Mr. Obama Goes to Schenectady. I feel all fancy and on top of my shit when I’m able to get something up over there without neglecting people who really could give two shits as to who their congress-person is sitting with during the State of the Union. I’m having an equilibrium issue. Not just online but in life. Everything feels out of whack and if I move just too inches to one side everything on the other end will just fall over with a resounding thud.
Sometimes I find myself so overwhelmed that I don’t eat and I pray for a bout of mania. Then there are the days when it’s all too much, too soon and instead of saying, Go get ‘em, Tiger! I think fuck this and stay in bed with Wii on my Netflix. I mean Netflix on my Wii. See? I can’t even get that right.
I leave for Nashville in the morning where I will speaking about writing and how I do it and why I do it but I feel like I’m not the person who should be up there. But that is a processing – my personal processing – issue and not yet one to air for all to see.
So I’m stressed. I have all of these ideas at the top of my head waiting to burst out from everywhere. I can feel it all straining agains my eyes and my fingers because they’re all ready, ready, ready and I cannot bring myself or stop for a few minutes to let them out. Let’s just say that my brain is all Pandora’s box up in there.
Nashville. Tomorrow. More. Tomorrow. Now, there there brain. Take a breather.
Someone needs balance. Or a massage.
“Don’t let your mind bully your body into believing it must carry the burden of its worries.” ~Astrid Alauda
There are two new posts up on Poliogue right now – Of Pomp and Circumstance and Mr. Obama Goes to Schenectady. I feel all fancy and on top of my shit when I’m able to get something up over there without neglecting people who really could give two shits as to who their congress-person is sitting with during the State of the Union. I’m having an equilibrium issue. Not just online but in life. Everything feels out of whack and if I move just too inches to one side everything on the other end will just fall over with a resounding thud.
Sometimes I find myself so overwhelmed that I don’t eat and I pray for a bout of mania. Then there are the days when it’s all too much, too soon and instead of saying, Go get ‘em, Tiger! I think fuck this and stay in bed with Wii on my Netflix. I mean Netflix on my Wii. See? I can’t even get that right.
I leave for Nashville in the morning where I will speaking about writing and how I do it and why I do it but I feel like I’m not the person who should be up there. But that is a processing – my personal processing – issue and not yet one to air for all to see.
So I’m stressed. I have all of these ideas at the top of my head waiting to burst out from everywhere. I can feel it all straining agains my eyes and my fingers because they’re all ready, ready, ready and I cannot bring myself or stop for a few minutes to let them out. Let’s just say that my brain is all Pandora’s box up in there.
Nashville. Tomorrow. More. Tomorrow. Now, there there brain. Take a breather.