Unspeakable

“Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.”  ~Author Unknown

Casey got inside of my head and found exactly what I had been thinking; How does a beautiful, happy couple move on after an unspeakable loss? Is that even possible? Everything that once was now isn’t and what was par for the course last Friday isn’t anymore. Or maybe I’m just not strong enough to go through something like that without collapsing myself. In fact, I KNOW that I’m not strong enough to go through losing my (hypothetical) child because it’s not natural. It shouldn’t happen and again, I must repeat, we can find cures to illnesses and make vaccines for everything and we can fix physical heart ailments with a transplant or a surgery but when it’s broken – almost beyond repair – it makes me angry to wonder why the fuck no one can fix that.

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